Reading: A Poem.

Well, I’ve been a bit quiet here for a while. Other, non critical masculinities things have been demanding my attention a little more than usual. I’d like to post a poem today. I’m not usually big poetry person, not in so much as I don’t enjoy them, but more that they don’t crop up in my usual field of viewing and reading too often. I came across this one when reading Susan Bordo and while it  isn’t about masculinity, I think it’s relevant and interesting to ideas around gender, masculinity & the body.

The Heavy Bear Who Goes With Me, by Delmore Schwartz

“the withness of the body” –Whitehead

The heavy bear who goes with me,
A manifold honey to smear his face,
Clumsy and lumbering here and there,
The central ton of every place,
The hungry beating brutish one
In love with candy, anger, and sleep,
Crazy factotum, dishevelling all,
Climbs the building, kicks the football,
Boxes his brother in the hate-ridden city.

Breathing at my side, that heavy animal,
That heavy bear who sleeps with me,
Howls in his sleep for a world of sugar,
A sweetness intimate as the water’s clasp,
Howls in his sleep because the tight-rope
Trembles and shows the darkness beneath.
–The strutting show-off is terrified,
Dressed in his dress-suit, bulging his pants,
Trembles to think that his quivering meat
Must finally wince to nothing at all.

That inescapable animal walks with me,
Has followed me since the black womb held,
Moves where I move, distorting my gesture,
A caricature, a swollen shadow,
A stupid clown of the spirit’s motive,
Perplexes and affronts with his own darkness,
The secret life of belly and bone,
Opaque, too near, my private, yet unknown,
Stretches to embrace the very dear
With whom I would walk without him near,
Touches her grossly, although a word
Would bare my heart and make me clear,
Stumbles, flounders, and strives to be fed
Dragging me with him in his mouthing care,
Amid the hundred million of his kind,
the scrimmage of appetite everywhere.

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One Comment on “Reading: A Poem.”

  1. golnoosh Says:

    just love it!


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